I now truly enjoy being denied not only the chance to sleep with my own wife but also the right to masterbate when I choose or cum at all in a way of my choosing at a time of my choosing. It is humiliating to me and I love it. I also love being punished and disciplined by the men who come to my home and take my wife in my bed and behave as if they were at home there is something deeply humiliating about being paddled or whipped for not delivering a beer you bought fast enough to a naked man that just finished porking your ole lady in your bed. Outside of sex she retains the right of total 24 7 control of me however she rarely exercises that control and I'm sure it's because I would be exhausting.