Am I a potential cuckold?

[cav2480]

HI, I am new to the site and this is my first post. I think I have an interest in being a cuckold but not too sure yet. I have been what I consider to be cuckolded twice, once physically and once mentally. The first time was around 20 years ago, with my then girlfriend. Due to her acting somewhat strange I had reason to believe she was up to something and to cut a long story short I actually saw her give a blowjob to her older married boss. I watched as he came in her mouth, she would only suck me for a minute at the most during foreplay and said she would never let me  do it. I was upset and ended the relationship, it took me a while to get over it but eventually something changed in me and I began to find it a huge turn on. I would often and still do, make myself come to the image of her sucking his cock. The fact that she let him come and not me was a big big factor.

   The second time was what I call a mental cuckold. I have been with my current partner for over ten years and she is an attractive, slim woman with a great pair of tits. I thought I knew everything about her until a few years ago, when she admitted that before we met, that she had her only one night stand with her best friends husband's friend simply because he had a huge dick. I told her I was shocked but turned on which she seemed to enjoy, and we had sex while she told me all about what he did and how it felt. This continued and every now and then we would repeat this, her describing it while we had sex. She seems to be comfortable with it providing it's an occasional thing. About six months ago we were invited to her friends wedding anniversary and her ex lover was there and I met him for the first time. I had an incredible feeling while we were talking to him, knowing that he had fucked my girl with his big dick. She sensed it, and we had another great session that night.

   I suppose what I am asking is, am I a potential cuckold and is it worth me trying to take things further with her? I know there is a big difference with talking about it and doing it, but is there any signs she may be up for it? Any advice is welcome, thanks

[*Ottawa Bull*]

Hi Cav,

Well so far you all the signs seem to be there. You enjoyed meeting your partners ex-lover, and had an incredible feeling talking to him. You've talked about it in bed and its a turn on. All classic signs.

The next step is chatting online, or you can have her go to a bar and pick up someone. All are good ideas. Do you think you want to watch the first time, or have her tell you about it afterwards?