joined here as a place to open up and be honest about my sex life and how it dominates my marriage. I'm married to a very beautiful women. My wife knows how to get what she wants and in a matter of speaking has done just that. She played it so well. Knowing the power of porn especially interracial porn. She wanted to watch it then talk about it then chat online concerning different fantasies. Next thing I know shes telling me she met a really cool black guy and could she please, please, please be allowed this one fantasy to happen just once. Well she's very persistent and sexually persuasive. Well I gave in and said okay. I made a very big mistake, a very big black 11" mistake. This guy just totally manhandled my wife and changed her forever. Now she is consumed with the BBC lifestyle. She is so damned hot that I don't know how but she has gotten me hooked on this interracial sex thing. Being watched is her number one favorite. Now I've watched her too many times to count. It's very powerful to witness. She never used to like to suck dick, now she does. She would not even consider doing anal, now it's a regular occurrence. Now I'm either listening to her talk about it, watching her actually do it or getting my fix with black on white porn. She works hard to keep me hooked on it and that in turn just fuels her fire for all her real life actions.It's very real and women can and will get hooked on it. It's to late to reel her back in. I let her get to involved and I truly do understand how powerful all this has become for her. She has some very well hung friends that get way more pussy from her than I do! Make no mistake that married white pussy gets these big boys off. They know they want to destroy a white married girl and in so doing she gets the kind of big cock rough sex that she desires so much. They get to leave my wife's pussy and ass gaping and full of cum. A lot of people love interracial porn. My wife has become pretty much an interracial porn star that I'm married to.She just gets more aggressive with it every passing day. I asked her what about big white cock? She said he'd have to be huge and told me to please understand that if there were one huge white dick and one huge black cock the same size she's taking the black cock 10 out of 10 times! I'm here to be able to get this off my chest since our life is a complete secret. I can't keep all this bottled up. So if anyone wants to know about all this just let me know. Would be glad to tell anyone anything! Am I going to end up losing my wife to big black or will she prefer to to stay married and continue getting her fix? You tell me.