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After Marie's threesome with her coworkers in which I knew about but she did not know I knew, I noticed her coming home late from work more often. The days until our breakup were coming, and I got some sort of hardon each night having her when I often assumed I was getting sloppy seconds. Our sex life got more wild and crazy as well, as we took to sex in the park, at the beach, and even the restroom of a club. She admitted to me she liked to be watched, and I liked others to see her. I took many pictures of her, videos, as we watched them together. This was before the internet, or we would have been all over that! Our relationship also grew more volatile. She became very demeaning at times. She called me "lame" at times, "predictable", and "less than average" in regards to the size of my cock. And it drove me wild with passion for some reason! The thought of her getting more because I wasn't enough turned me on. When she worked late I jerked off to her videos and pictures. I was on fire with lust! Once in a while, when she worked late, I would go to a strip club and watch the girls doing their thing. I imagined it being Marie, for all to see her. Then I would drive out to an adult shop on the highway where I had bought her toys and outfits. I would go there to get off in the booths. Sometimes the stranger in the next booth would help me through the glory holes. I got to know the owner, Tony pretty well. One night, I came in and it was slow, as it had been snowing out. Tony had called me over and wanted to show me pictures he had. They were of his wife, Judy a short Italian woman. She was nude and doing various sex acts. He jerked off while showing me inviting me to do the same. Then he jerked me off and went down on me as I watched their videos. I told him of our videos and pictures, and he invited me to stop in next week to show him. Now, I never serviced a man before. When I started showing pictures of Marie the next week, I felt the urge to touch him while he commented on her calling her slut and whore. I told him about her cheating, and what we did in public. He suggested I bring her there. I jerked him off as he waved it in my face saying, "you know you want to". I wrapped my lips around his cock, while he told me how he was going to use her. I think I would have got him to blow his load, but customers were coming in. Making sure Marie had a few drinks which often got her wild, we made for the adult shop, as I casually suggested we go in and "check it out". We went in, and everyone in the store knew we had arrived as she was being her normal loud cocky self. Tony was behind the counter as I secretly nodded to him. After perusing the toys and clothes, we slipped into the back room to the booths. There were 5 guys in the hallway, bikers, as I knew Tony was a biker, and these were his friends I was sure. One said "hi" to her and she smiled, and almost too noticeably said "hi" back, as if she were meeting a guy in a bar. He was a big guy, six feet four, bald, and heavily tatted. Marie and I went into the booth, and started to watch the movies. We were making out, and she was groping my cock. She was wearing a white halter top mini skirt heels and her black thong. I went in booth 6 as per Anthony's instructions. I am sure somewhere we were being watched. She undressed down to her thong, and I was rather suprised she was so uninhibited. She started to suck my cock when I heard someone go in the next booth. She was at eye level to the gloryhole and was looking into the next booth. She laughed while tonguing my balls then stood up suddenly exposing her pussy to the guy in the next booth. "That's what the holes are for", she smiled as a hand came threw to grope and finger her cunt. I kissed her as some stranger played with my girlfriends pussy! Then he pulled his hand out and poked through a fat long cock. Without even acknowledging me, she got to her knees and started sucking the strangers cock! She, at first, jerked me off, but then even stopped that concentrating on the guys cock. It was like I ceased to exist! I think had I known I was staying with her I would be upset with her, but knowing the kind of girl she was, and that I was splitting, I took to taking it in and enjoying more. Marie stood up and turned around. She had only her panties on, and pulled them down putting her ass against the hole. The guy was fucking her through the hole, but because of the height of the hole it was an awkward fit. So Marie, got up unlocked the booth door clad in heels and her thong, and left me in the booth as she went into the next with the guy who was Anthony's friend. I followed as threw open the door. I went to come in and shut but he ordered me to get out and leave the door open! Here was this biker guy, with my girlfriend taking her against the wall in a porn booth for all to see. And others started to gather. They were all of Anthony's biker friends, three in number. They were all groping her as she sat on the big guys cock as he sat on the chair. They had their dicks out as I did mine. "You", the one guy said to me in a gruff voice, "go tell Anthony to lock up, and to get us the beers out of the cooler in the back." So, I left my girlfriend to the biker guys, to go tell Anthony to lock up. He already had. He was watching the security monitors and jerking off to what he saw. I watched with him as she sucked two guys off, while fucking the big guy. He then stood her up and pounded her cumming in her pussy, his cum running down her leg. They took turns with her while the others groped her. Anthony and I watched jerking each other off until one of the guys yelled from the back, "where are our beers?" So Anthony and I brought them beers, as I saw them still taking her. Her mascara was all over her face, her hair matted with cum, and pee. (One of the guys pissed on her, as she sat back and took it playing with herself!) When they all finished, they drank beers saying, "she's all yours, now clean her up!" And in front of the bikers, and Anthony I went down on my girlfriend, who was thrusting her cunt in my face telling me that I was such a "bitch". She was enjoying doing this to me! Then she jerked me off in front of them when I finished cleaning her cunt. The last thing the guys did was throw her her clothes, but they threw the thong at me. "Wear that home sissy" I leaned on Marie putting on her wet thong. We went home that night, and Marie said nothing to me. I was hoping for sex, but she was too tired. So she told me to jerk off in front of her, and I did while she persisted to tell me every little thing she did while we were together. Cheating on me with her coworkers, her ex, and even a neighbor. I came hard, and she smiled, as we went asleep all dirty stained and smelling of sex and urine.

After Marie's tryst with her ex in our bed, she was apologetic for a while. Sexually we were always "good", but I found myself thinking about that night I caught them often. And I would go down on her imagining she had just got fucked by him. I felt I was crazy! Marie was having some financial woes, and took a second job at a nearby mall. She worked late every night coming home at 11 or 12 as she had to clean up etc. sometimes I would meet her there, but my job had me up early in the morning. One weekend, I was to go on a trip to Atlantic City with some friends. Some cancelled, and the other guys wanted to come back early so I decided to come back home. I got home about midnight, and the place was dark. Marie wasn't home. I ran down to the 7/11 next to the bar I met her, and I saw her car in the parking lot. I figured she was with her girlfriends but the pang in my stomach made me feel suspicious after what happened. I went in 7/11 getting what I needed, and when I came out I saw her by her car talking to these two guys. We were both 27 at the time, and I recognized the one guy as Brian who had been a coworker at the store she was working at. Brian wasn't even 21! They were just talking by her car. The he made a move on her kissing her, his friend also in close proximity to them. She seemed to resist pulling away, and appeared drunk. Then he kissed her again as her arms went around his waist. I was hurt, but my dick was hard! She pulled away and the other guy who was pressing up against her from behind, also kissed her. Then they all started to get in her car, as I didn't know what to do. So I drove back to the apartment and parked in the back lot going in the front door which we never used. I was beside myself. So I waited in the dark with the idea to catch them. There was one other problem. I had three months left on the lease, and with my name on it, I feared she would leave me, and leave me high and dry on the rent and I really wasn't financially able to swing it myself. So, it was at that moment that I realized I wasn't going to stay with her, and had to "string her along" for a few months while she cheated and lied. And it was that moment I went from a sad, pathetic boyfriend to someone who sought to experiment with my sexual desires. They did come home. I heard the door to the back door open. Our apartment had a bedroom, living room, dining room, and kitchen. We had a deck connecting the living room to the bedroom. And there were entrances to the deck from both rooms. So, I snuck out there to see what was happening. They went in and had some beers, I almost got caught when she opened the patio door to let the air in. They sat on the couch, her in between the two. One of them asked, "your boyfriend isn't coming home tonight?" "Oh no," she said, "he is out with his geeky friends until tomorrow." She scratched his back lightly and said," we are all alone." Then he turned and kissed her, as her skirt rode up a little. The other guy I didn't know sat as she spread her leg onto his lap, and he began to caress her thigh. My dick was hard while I watched through the window. She then told them she would be right back. I quietly went to the bedroom where the window was already open, and watched her dress in an outfit I had bought for her! A black corset, panties, and stockings with garters. Then she called them in pulling off all the covers on the bed. She had one pillow and had taken out her vibrator. The boys came in and I think their cocks grew hard with mine. She laid on the bed looking at them. " pull up a chair", she said. One sat on the chair the other the ottoman while she laid on the bed spread eagled. "This is what I have to do for myself usually boys, a girl can't seem to get a good fuck around here." That hurt but i was too excited to be too hurt. She put the vibrator to her panties. She moaned lightly. "What's a girl to do", she said pulling her panties aside placing the vib on her clit. One of the guys was rubbing his crotch. "Maybe you can help me?" They pounced one guy took the vib and held it, while the other stood next to her face and took out his cock which she immediately started sucking. I wanted to jerk off so badly! And I wished I had my camera! One guy was getting his dick sucked which she commented on his size and girth saying she wasn't used to that. The other was licking and sucking her clit her trimmed hair soaked from her juices. He had pulled his clothes off. "Should I wear a condom", he said getting to his knees. "Fuck no", she said taking Brian's cock out of her mouth, her voice raspy from his precum. He started to fuck her hard. She has small tits but big nipples and they were rock hard as she arched her back taking him telling him to give her what she "really needs". Brian was dick smacking her in her face which drove her crazy. "Tim told me you liked that", he said. Tim was their store manager, and my Marie apparently had had him also! The three of them fucked and sucked for a good 45 minutes, my balls were filled with cum myself. They had each came twice, one in her cunt, the other in her mouth. Then they dped her and one came in the place I wasn't even allowed to go! When they seemed good and finished, the sheets stained with sweat and cum, the room torn apart with sheets and blankets and clothes, I decided to "come home". I snuck down off the patio and went around to the front of the apartment and noisily opened the door. I heard scurrying as I went into the kitchen pretending not to hear it. When I got to the bedroom, Marie, in her lingerie and vibrator on the nightstand. The guys were gone, surely out via the deck. "What are you doing back", she said putting her arms around me. I explained how they weren't staying, and asked what she was up to. She came up with a story she was horny, and was masterbating, and wanted to take pictures for me. I made out with her, though she said she was tired, I forced my hand into her soaked cum laden panties and started to finger her, their jizz in my hand. I heard a thump, and I am sure it was them jumping down the 4 feet from the deck to the ground. They had seen me doing this. I pulled off her panties and went down on her despite objections that she wasn't "clean" as she had not showered after the gym. I didn't take no for an answer, and snacked on her conquest of two young men an hour earlier. Then I kissed her and fucked her. Cumming where they had. When she passed out, I went to the bathroom hiding those panties as well. I jerked off again. I knew we would soon be done, but it was ok. I was going to make the most of it.

I guess I have always had it in me to be a big sissy cuckold. From the days of my adolescence wearing my sisters clothing to the choices of women I had in my many relationships over the years. While I always found myself different and ashamed, I finally found my way with my second wife. I will get to her later but first. After being in a two year relationship with a manic depressive in college where I went from being loved to being criticized constantly, (And subconsciously loving it) I broke away from her and moved away. I shared an apartment with my roommate, a friend from college.And it was with him I met Maria. We met in a bar where she was flirting with me while talking to another guy. She walked by me enroute to the bathroom telling me the guy was her cousin. (He wasn't but I liked the attention). Marie was a tall skinny woman with thin legs and ass. Her breasts were perky, and many guys I. The bar were checking her out, in her Lycra tights and tank top. I ended up dating her, I suppose she was a "rebound" girl, or perhaps my need to be abused and humiliated attracted me to her. Both Marie and I both were coming off relationships, in her case it was a rough, younger man who had been previously in jail. They broke it off when he cheated on her with another woman and got her pregnant. So, for two months we were happy, had plenty of sex, and Marie was a wild loud partner. But there were incidents too. Once, I came by her place and found her there with her ex chatting. She told me he was there to just change her oil for her car. I suspected otherwise but let it go. I didn't want to come off as the jealous type. When my roommate got another job, he moved out and I asked Marie to move in with me. And that is when things got a little crazy.... The first mistake I made was asking her to compare me to my ex in which she said sex with him was "different". He was more "violent" and "rough" then me. She also said she preferred what we had as he made her "sore". They had also had sex in different places like parks, changing rooms, and adult shops. And once he even shared her with his friend. Some guys would hear this, and be excited and wish to seek those things themselves with her. Not me, I felt threatened. It also didn't help when she told me she came easier and more often with him than with me as he was "bigger". So, of course, I felt inadequate, but also turned on. I secretly jerked off imagining what they did. Then one night I came into the apartment. I heard noises in the bedroom, and there they were. He was fucking her from behind. She was on all fours, two pillows, MY pillows were propped underneath her stomach. The room stank of sex, and I didn't know what to do. I thought of leaving, or screaming, but I couldn't find the nerve to do either. She was screaming "pound my pussy" and he was asking her if she was his "dirty slut". She said "yes, I will always be your dirty slut." Her tiny freckled tits bounced as she moved her ass back to meet his thrusts. She had tanlines and her white asks wrinkled with every thrust his big balls hitting against her. It hurt. But I was also aroused. Then I bumped the door and they both looked. She started to move away from hi. As she said "Holy Shit". He grabbed her about the waist as if to say, wait I am not done yet, and continued as he shot his wad in her cunt. He pulled out saying nothing and pulled up hisants grabbed his shirt and pushed past me in the doorway saying "sorry bro", leaving the two of us alone. She explained it just happened, he had pot and she got a little too baked. She begged me not to leave, said it wouldn't happen again. She cried. She pleaded. She kissed me and next thing I know I am making out with her. I am sure his precum was still on her tongue. Then she went down on me, and the pain of her cheating quickly subsided for the moment. Overcome by the moment, I dove on top in 69 eating her pussy. Eating the cum from her ex boyfriend she had just had sex with in my bed as she cheated on me. This drove her wild. "Yes yes yes" was all she could say as he pussy squeezed my tongue, and she came hard. We had sex that night, and her pussy felt tired but I didn't care. I fucked her cumming inside, her second that night. She apologized often the next week. I had realized that she probably was fucking him all along. I was uneasy, but then he got arrested again. He was out of the picture, and I thought, thought it was behind us. But I kept thinking about it. I had snatched her panties from that night hiding them. I took them out and jerked off to them smelling them, wearing them. I fantasized about that night often, but it wasn't the last of these nights to come...... (To be continued)