Any new cuckold brave here ?

[mac cuckold]

Hello Guys, i don't know what to say but never ever actually didn't think about that will come to me, many many years before I met my wife I was single and was quiet good bull, met with couples from time to time and really loved but somewhere inside me I felt jealous, that I always wanted to be in relationship with very slut wife and be good cuck boy.When I met my wife never think about it that desire was closed for long time ago, suddenly years by years I started push my wife and it was mistake, she hates me for that so I left forever I thought.But since year she suddenly started talking about cuckold and she feels very exciting about, problem we didn't find yet good person as a bull, but we are very happy couple and can't wait to do it first step, is normal that me as a man I have little doubt and jealous ?