Looking for clarity on definition

[Clarinet]

We don't use the word cuckold but I am wondering if that is what I am. We have been swinging for a couple years and typically being with another women doesn't do much for me (sometimes can't even stay hard) but when I see the wife with the guy or the guys wife I'm hard as stone. Hearing my wife talk about it gets me hard too.

We have limited penetrative sex at home (3/4 times a year) but I am giving her oral fairly often. When we are planning a play date it is me doing all the ground work.

At home I do the bulk of the house work, cooking and child care. When I toss of it is usually thinking about her with someone else.

Am I a cuck?

[Guest godoflove]

Yes you are

[justloveit050]

thats my cuck