AMEN. I get a thrill like all cuckolds about the regular stuff but that takes it to a new level

Thanks to DomNull4U and Joys.The vast majority of my swinging/voyeur experiences happened a long time ago so many details are lost . I'll keep trying to remember more. Actually, one episode does stand out. It came back to me after seeing all the posts on humiliation of the cuckold. I was filming my girlfriend sucking yet another older guy and she was using her best technique. He was sitting in a soft chair and she was kneeling on the floor in front of him. I was moving around behind them trying to get the best angle. The sucking had been going on for about 20 minutes or so and I guess I was making a pest of myself moving around and all. She was having a pretty good time and looked up at him and asked "How am I doing?" The guy said to her " You're doing just fine, keep it up, yea just like that" and things of that nature. Then he said to me " How how you doing ?" Well, before I could answer I noticed her reaction to his question. She smiled and looked at him and gave a little laugh with a quick glance at me. I felt kind of stupid but did get a jolt of excitement from the obvious small humiliation. It was the first time I felt those feelings and it was quite pleasurable. I got kind of turned on by it. We never followed through with all that and didn't even talk about it.Looking back it would have been great to explore those feelings with her and him,too.

First time posting. Hope all goes well. When I was in my mid twenties my girlfriend at the time and I would often go to Le Trapeze in NYC. My biggest turn on was to watch her with older guys, say 40+ years old. She would suck their cocks while I watched. She wouldn't let any have intercourse but I always got really hot watching. I would usually pick out the guys but occasionally she would nudge me with her elbow if she saw a guy that turned her on. They would of course be the guys with the biggest cocks. I used to get so hot when she would slide over and after a minute or two of small talk start to handle them and them start her oral service. She was an incredible cock sucker and a lot of old guys found that out. I found I would be particularly turned on if the wives of these guys would either not initiate action with me or only stroke me while I watched. Sometimes the wives would smile at me while they stroked me and ask if I was turned on. On several occasions I would ask them to do the same to me and they would either refuse or just say something like "lets just enjoy the show" I found that very humiliating but extremely erotic and exciting at the same time. On one occasion the wife spread her legs and told me to lick her as she wanted to be pleasured while watching her husband get sucked. That was a huge turn on. Anyone have similar interests or experiences ?