finalycucked

I am fairly new in this life style... about to be an year... and my gf (fiancé now) realize it in starting 6 month of our cuck lifestyle that I am bi... our start was going through rough patches but once we are on right track... she now loves me getting involved and used by her bulls... this gave her more sense of pleasure fucking other guys knowing I am a total loser in bed. Well Not to mention I myself enjoy more if I see her enjoying more... so yea I am bi, she knows and now we both embracing it.

middle one

Well... I was put into same situation... and finally when it happened our ship sailed through lot's of up and downs... we are now stabled our self with this lifestyle and will be married soon. To describe the situation, firstly it took me around 1 year to make my girl comfortable with the idea and she also thought it will be safe to try with my childhood friend. We are in relationship from 4 years and living together since last 2 years in live-in. My friend is married so I thought it will be safe to try it with him. Skipping the details we finally got the courage over some drinks to propose the idea to him and he was eventually delighted after realizing we were serious. I was pushed out of the room and my gf cucked me with my best friend in our bedroom that same night. She fill me in some details but still was uncomfortable with sharing everything and soon in few days my friend demanded to have another session with her being alone in house. Meanwhile my gf and me went through an ignorance phase where I stayed excited but jealous and insecure and my gf remain in denial that she liked it and never wanna try again. But when my friend proposed the alone night with her she seems interested and I didn't had much choice and let it happened. She seems a changed person after that and her nights with my friend become frequent and soon they stopped getting bothered about me and my friend spent many night in my bedroom even in my presence with both of them pretending I don't even exist. I was exciting to see the action but I went through depression and insecurity feeling for few months as I was being neglected and then the biggest nightmare happened that he involved our 3rd childhood friend who recently got divorced into all this. Unexpectedly, involving the 2nd friend make things a bit better since I realized he wasn't serious about my gf and just here for pleasure and same can be said about my gf... she just started enjoying sex. And my second friend started involving me in the action rather than neglecting my presence. and after a rough phase of around 7-8 months since we entered this lifestyle things started stabilizing for me. Things are totally different now... we are deep into this life style but again connected on emotional level, she is no more restricted to my friends but don't neglect me at all. Things could have gone south and we would have been broken if I haven't hanged in there despite all odds and my jealously. There were lot's of different scenarios associated with every individual so I believe there is a big risk, but if you hang in... or talk thoroughly between you and your gf about all the possible outcome, it could help in later situations and making a decision.