@bellaazz cheryls_hubby2012 ...so here we are; thanks for the question - thats it what makes me being involved by now: being able to have watched her with other men just in deeply common situations. her being intimately kissed & touched in public was the icing on the (cuck)cake for me

Finding it out on my own (following, snooping), thrilling, breathtaking, dangerous... can´t imagine being near her and her lovers in person really

Thats such an compromising descripion of...myself. Never been closer to myself for ages. Feelin scared and relieved about the words.

It is known in the family that my wife use to have a realtionship twice with the same man but we use to live seperatly that period. Her sister was speaking with my wife and me as well about making me a cuckold not long time ago.

My wife would never tell me, let me know how many. I have to calculate, putting one and one together, as somethimes she speaks of her other men before our wedding. Same she does now. I am sure I do´n know all of her lovers/buls.

So true to read, good to have massive men at all, but Middle East men are something big special to me. Helping wife to go that way would be heaven.

Wish my wife would give me such an offer. Honestly I feel nothing more close to her when feeling, wearing a used string of hers.

Bit similar to the first post I had that day at the local swimming centre about four months ago with my wife. She use to wear a normal swimming suit but left it back home. So she has to get one from the shop at the bath. As they mostly sell Bikinis and she doesn´t want one she went for a far more spotive swimming suit. I recall all the looks at her that day by others and I went nuts. I mean she wasn´t really naked, she just shows up a bit more of her legs, thighs, her front was full covered, but her back was free to watch. So some might not even think anything about that fact that turned me crazy. Although I know she takes off the top at beaches she only did when she put off the new suit, thats when others could see her fully naked for a glimpse. The haunted me weeks,still now, that she was free to look at.