I DONT HAVE INSECURITIES SHE KNOWS I TOLD HER FROM THE START WHEN I REALIZED WHAT WAS GOING ON BUT SHE WOULDNT BE HONEST AND I TOLD HER THATS ALL I WANTED WAS THE DANG TRUTH YOU CANT BUILD ON A FOUNDATION OF LIES IT HAS TO BE TRUST U CANT TRUST SOMEONE WHEN THEY KEEP THINGS FROM YOU.THAT WHEN YOUR MIND STARTS RACING AND ME THERES NOT IM NOT CAPABLE OF DOING I JUST GET DOWN ON MY SELF WHEN I EXPECT SOMETHING FROM THEM ESPECIALLY WHEN SHE KNOWS IF SHE NEEDED WHATEVER IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT I WOULD BE THERE IN A SECOND I JUST WANT IT IN RETURN