The Trigger That Made Me A "wannabe" Cuckold

[wife<3girth]

How it started for me! Sorry for spelling etc. This is the true story of how I got obsessed with my size and the trigger for fantasizing alot of my wife having a "real" man! We are both 35 years old.

 

I met my wife thru my best friend Kyle. We started to date and found each other pretty fast. 

My wife is pretty shy and so but when we shared a joint one time she loosened up.

After 15 years together with 5 of them married I was curious about her sex life before us. After all we met when we both where 20 years old.

 I’ve always been thankful to Kyle for introducing me to the love of my life and he assured me that he and Christine never did anything except some innocent flirting.

 

When we both was stoned from that joint I asked her if she was slutty when she was younger, she lolled and said not really. I pressured her some more and she then told me that before we started to date she did infact have sex with my best friend Kyle that introduced us to each other. 

First I thought she joked, both of them had denied that they did anything else then just flirt on a friendly level.  I was super dizzy and stoned from the joint but felt jealous, the feeling of jealousness actually made me hot I was getting hard but still felt terrible. I almost choked, the reason I choked was because I started to think back on all my memories from when me and Kyle grew up together.

 We became best friends at age 15 when we joined the same tennis club.

 

I was always the superior player but he the more athletic guy, when we played each other I almost always won.  He was as I stated the better athlete and was always better when we did physical training, other than that we were both similar in height and weight.

 I remember I was shy in the locker room because I didn’t like nudity, Kyle was the opposite, always fully naked and never shy, almost flashing himself for me to see… I was so slow taking my time so he didn’t get a good look on my dick, always turned my face to the shower away from him, he was usually done when I entered the shower and I waited for him to be done and when he left I got out of the shower. He wasn’t at all prude like me.

 

(I guess he was proud to show  what God blessed him with, I was on the other hand shy to show myself naked. I am average equipped, my length is actually 6.5” so I’m pretty long. What’s always been my issue is the girth…. I’m 4” around the base and get thicker mid shaft where I’m almost 5” around. My shape is like a baseball bat with thin root and widening along the shaft and a small sack).

 

Other than my phobia of showing myself nude with him life and tennis was going forward. Both of us turned out to be pretty good, we went to tournaments together and traveled a lot during the weekends. Both of us was really fit like most 16 years are when they practice a sport. We shared hotel rooms to save money when we went to tournaments over weekends. I often went thru to the second phase in the tournaments while he often got eliminated the first day. I felt for him because he was this physical phenomena who never could combine his physical attributes with his game play.

 

One Saturday we both got eliminated early, so we decided to go out and find a party. We hooked up with some local girls and was feeling them out and kissing etc. Eventually the girls took off with some older guys so we went back to the hotel.

When we got back to the hotel room we both where drunk and started watching TV, we sapped around and found out it was a porn movie rolling, both of us was still horny after hanging out with the girls so we came to the conclusion that we would masturbate. It must have been the alcohol that made me lose my inhibitions, both of us just sat on the foot side of our beds completely naked with raging hard-ons. It was no bi action or any touching between us just him and me jerking of to the porn 3 feet away from each other. 

 

 I was curios and looked over to see his cock and he immediately recognized me doing that and reacted like that was completely normal. He removed his hand from his cock and stood up just in front of me, look at it he said. His cock was now 2 feet away and I saw what I always knew from the locker room showers, first of all his sack must have been double the size of my sack, and standing there almost arching back I just saw a straight meaty cock, he then turned so I could see him in profile and then I saw how thick he was.  His cock was shaped like a cone, his base was of great girth and then went slightly thinner all the way to his head. He asked me to show mine and I didn’t even hesitate even doe I’m shy, I just jumped up from the bed removed my hand and showed him my cock. No one said anything he just stood there scanning me, he had never really seen me naked because I tried to veil myself in the locker room. He then said lets measure who have the longest! We actually used my tennis racket to measure our cocks. I was showing myself naked but didn’t say a word, he said after both measured that we got almost identical length, I was in fact like a half inch longer then him. We laughed about it for a while before we continued to masturbate and then we both cum after 5 more minutes of watching porn. We didn’t talk about it after and life just rolled on.

 

We quit tennis the year we turned 20. We partied a lot and Kyle was very popular with the ladies, my shyness was still in my way but I did hook up with some girls, what made me lose my inhibition was usually alcohol. I felt like one night stands didn’t satisfy me and I was longing for a steady girlfriend, on a party at Kyles parents summer house he introduced me to the women I’m married to today! Christine immediately made me completely mad about her, and we couldn’t get separated from that day!

 When I asked her more about what happened between her and Kyle she first didn’t say so much, I insisted and pushed until she said she would tell me the details that forever would stick in my memory, I am positive the joint we shared made her lose her inhibitions and this is what she told me:

 

Before Kyle introduced us they met at a party and instantly started flirting, both of them was pretty drunk and they ended up in Kyle’s apartment. There they started making out and it lead to them going all the way. She said Kyle was an amazing lover with great stamina and intensity, I was boiling with jealousy! Combined with the marihuana I got really aroused, I said to her that I know he is well equipped from our days playing tennis. She told me he was very well equipped, she couldn’t even connect her thumb with her forefinger around Kyles cocks base which I know she easily can do around my base, she comforted me that it wasn’t all about his size, he was just so intense and a really good lover.

I asked if she got an orgasm and she told me that during the sex she started to feel that she was on the verge to orgasm, Kyle just kept pumping her like a mad man and she told Kyle that she was close to orgasm but he just kept hammering her. My wife then told me that she felt the strongest orgasm flowing over her that she ever experienced and she almost feinted, she told Kyle she was climaxing and he then stopped pumping and just pressed his cock all the way inside her so not a single inch of his cock was left outside her pussy.

 

What she told me then haunts me to this day! When he put it all in her he didn’t hump at all he just pressed  in to her with all his force and at the same time moving and rotating his hips while still pressuring hard down in to her. She said that almost made her black out and she gushed so much she thought she peed herself. During that moment he also cum in her while she was shaking from her enormous orgasm.

 

 I was shocked of hearing my reluctant wife tell me all of this. I felt inferior to Kyle because he was the one who gave my wife her best fuck ever and also the greatest orgasm she ever experienced.  I was angry as well! They told me they never did anything except innocent flirting. My thoughts was running thru my head, my long time best friend made her orgasm when I her husband never been able to fuck my wife to orgasm, I eat her out just to pleasure her….

 

I thought back on when we were kids and masturbated that time in the hotel room, was his size so important for her pleasure? I was little longer but he was a lot thicker than me, is it our cock shapes that is the difference? Mine long and skinny with a very narrow base and him with the much thicker base and much thicker shaft? I even tried the moves Kyle used on her but didn’t get a reaction at all.

 

I and Kyle still play tennis together for exercise and staying in shape, I still beat him pretty easy and my shyness went away but after my wife confessed about what really happened I can’t get the pictures out of my mind, every time after tennis with Kyle we shower and spend some time in the sauna, every time I see his big cock I get reminded of my inability to satisfy my wife like he did, I really want to tell him that I know he fucked the shit out of her, it’s been close a couple of times but I never got the courage to say something.

[Guest Zig13]

Great story.  Thanks for sharing.  

[Maury]

Great story. I can sort of relate to your experience  When we had been married about 7 years my wife started acting out her lack of satisfaction after we had sex. She abruptly got her tubes tied without ever discussing it with me. One of her girlfriends had a black boyfriend and my wife would hang out at her friends place as often as she could. She also started shaving her pussy without any urging from me. I became suspicious that the friends black boyfriend was bringing a buddy along when my wife would be there, but I was never able to catch or prove it.  My wife had always denied during our dating years that she ever went out with any guys of another race.Years later after a drunken party, my wife confessed that she often gets turned-on by good looking black men.and the best sex and biggest penis she ever enjoyed was a well-hung black guy. She was just sober enough that she refused to admit having sex with any of her friend's boyfriend's buddies.  But, at sometime during our married years I am certain that my wife has experienced one or more bbc

[toolman2c]

i so enjoyed ur true story,  i do hope U do an update soon,  now that  U want to see her enjoy being split wide, stuffed, and fucked to a stand still in a effort to give her extreme pleasure, and to make up for all the times she got barely enough out of sex to get by, i ws wondering why U didnt get ur old buddy's help,  it would more likely be greater pleasure for her than most anyone and Kyle would get more pleasure and a tighter pussy than he's had in a decade..  it may be a little harder for u to take if u/she pick him, but im guessing she would be in despirate housewife heaven with the best fuck she ever had saddled between her thighs and pushing his loaded big ball seeds deep as he can up in her..

    even if ur nerves r telling U any big cock but his,  think about it, women really get into it when feelings r there, most women have feelings for most every body the have ever been with, especially it it ws great.. if ur goal is what mine would be U will find a way to ask ur dear and loving wife if it would please her more if kyle ws the one,  not that she dont love U, she most surely love U,  or she wouldnt be with U this long,   I say ask her, it might be hard to swallow but U will be proud U showed her how much U want her to to get out of this...   i used to b real jellous in my 1st 2 marrages but now a days i have the fantasy to c her fucked better than im able to,  i have no desire to lick a big mess from her, but a big urge to ram into her after studly has left a mess, , its a growing fantasy last yr or so,  if u send a note 2 me ew455ataol i will tell more of my delima. and hope to here more of ur's 

[marcius]

Great story.  Thanks for yu story.

[Cheshire_chat]

Thanks for sharing.

[UK_EX]

Great story. I can sort of relate to your experience  When we had been married about 7 years my wife started acting out her lack of satisfaction after we had sex. She abruptly got her tubes tied without ever discussing it with me. One of her girlfriends had a black boyfriend and my wife would hang out at her friends place as often as she could. She also started shaving her pussy without any urging from me. I became suspicious that the friends black boyfriend was bringing a buddy along when my wife would be there, but I was never able to catch or prove it.  My wife had always denied during our dating years that she ever went out with any guys of another race.Years later after a drunken party, my wife confessed that she often gets turned-on by good looking black men.and the best sex and biggest penis she ever enjoyed was a well-hung black guy. She was just sober enough that she refused to admit having sex with any of her friend's boyfriend's buddies.  But, at sometime during our married years I am certain that my wife has experienced one or more bbc

How annoying it is that they won't recognise that we WANT to hear about them having sex with other guys - why do they have to continue to deny what they have been doing all along, when they have our blessing to do it anyway?

 

Of course being denied the admission does mean that you are constantly thinking about it, and so constantly getting excited about the thought of her with someone else.  That's what I found when my wife took our best friend as a lover, but wouldn't let me be in the house when she was with him, and kept him uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu that I knew he was fucking her.  I was constantly wondering what I'd come home to, a dinner in the oven, or a hot pussy full of his cum.

[calicolombia69]

maybe bc I was a shy skinny boy who inadequate around girls and hid between porn mags and videos all day....

 

so my idea of the perfect wife was a huge titted brunette sucking two cocks at once.  And indeed that is what I eventually married.  In college I got bored chasing the prim and proper.  It was far easier to chase the sluts who didnt mind kissing and fondling a nerd on a slow night.  So this response simply reinforced my belief that big tit sluts would make an ideal wife

[icelord0807]

My trigger was not my shyness,boredom or body size.After all,I an not shy at all,I do not get bored easily and I have athletic figure.My trigger was my wife.One day as we made love,it came to me.I thought that we were together since we were 16.We had sex when she was 19.In the meantime,I had lots of sex with her blessing,because "I was a man" and she did not want to lose her virginity,as she comes from a quite strict home (Her mother and her went to the gyno twice a year for virginity check!!!!).On my 23rd birthday we got married.I was her first and only.No she is not ugly,boring etc.She was a nerdy looking teen,but puberty was kind to her and she is a sophisticated,well educated,gorgeous,juicy woman.She was very prude and felt guilt in joy because of her family.And that was the moment that I was awakened,2.5 years after our marriage.One day I told her what I thought.She thought I was bored and started crying.I explained why I wanted this in our marriage.She said she needed time to think about it.Two days later I had a positive answer and then we set our rules.A week later she called me at work,asking me if I let her have sex with the shy university student on the apartment bellow us.I said yes and urged her to use condoms.When I returned home,she told me everything.Also,he was a virgin with beastly urges.He has an average penis,15 cm or almost 6 inches as Americans say.Mine is 23cm or almost 9 inches.She quoted that she came not because of the way he fucked her,but because of the fact that she is a fuck around hot wife,not because her husband's impotence or small size cock,but because she knows she will be spit roasted after her endeavors.

[Da Conqured One]

I'm fairly new to this site and after reading these short few explanations I actually feel a bit more... normal? 

 

I had a normal sex life starting at 15 and lasting until I was 19. At 19 I was in the military form almost 2 years and stationed overseas at an Asian post.  So how I met my wife is what lead me into discovering that I'm a cuck.  I came home from work one evening entering my barracks room about 11pm. My room mate was busy fucking this gorgeous Asian girl (Betti) who had her legs spread wider than I could believe was possible.  They didn't stop fucking and as I changed I watched as she had 3 orgasms and he finally busted his nut. She smiled at me with cum oozing out of her pussy when he asks me if I want to have a go. Fuck yes I did! She was great, too!  After this night we both tagged her continuously for about 2 months and she was always willing and available, even when it was her time of the month in which I passed and let him have his way with her. She was game for pretty much anything which made her our perfect play toy.  Anyway, after about 2 months my room mate got another girlfriend but Betti kept coming around and making me smile.  I started sharing her with other guys in the barracks and she became really popular. Guess this would not even need to be stated being men are such sex crazed animals! But I was strangely proud that she kept coming back to me and when we walked around the post she was always on my arm.  I enjoyed her being my girl and me being able to share her at will.  She would do anything for me and would do it with a smile!  I felt a kind of power I think. She had several gang bangs in the barracks with the guys running trains on her and then she'd be in my bed. After being with her for a year; knowing my tour was soon ending; and her laying next to me with several loads of cum in her... this one night it hit me that I couldn't live without this girl and out of the blue I asked her if she'd marry me.  She didn't hesitate to say yes.  Well, after almost 40 years of marriage we are still enjoying sharing her.  After several years of marriage I evolved into loving her going out alone on dates and her bringing me back warm meals if you know what I mean.  She has been on several long stay vacations with guys. Accompanied guys on trips to conventions and such. All have been very nice and grateful.  Each time she goes out, short date or long term, it tears me apart inside like getting guy kicked.  Jealousy... worry... fear that she'll one day leave me.  All these feelings I've learned that  I LOVE!  I think this is what makes and or defines that one is a cuck, yes? My misery turns me on and I jerk continuously while I know she is out getting fucked. And we've only had 1 bad experience in all these years, luckily. Other than an occasional yeast infection she has been luckily healthy and she's still a hot babe which is not just my opinion. 

I wanted to include one photo to give you an idea of what she looks like but I've not been able to figure out how to do it yet... too new still.

[Da Conqured One]

I figured it out...

 

 

[secretcam]

I figured it out...

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