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I hardly think anyone on this site is going to judge you badly and say you are wrong. If she told you all the details freely before, then I suspect it may even be that she was testing the waters. Most (initially) reluctant wives, my own included, find it difficult to "talk about it". You are ahead of the game. I suggest the basis of a really successful relationship is honesty. You may need to get her a little drunk so she is relaxed, and just admit that you have been having these feelings. It may even impress you that she is turned on.

You lucky mother... :-)

Unfortunately not. I have admitted to her that I would love that, but she feels it is "too gay". Her lover is also not interested, which is a pity because I reckon she would accept it if he initiated things

I am, wife knows but does NOT approve

With us that become the rule very quickly - when lover is around Anna is his sexual property. He tolerates me kissing her in other places *blush* but the mouth is his :-) Tony X

Shame you are just a little too far away... :-(

We seem to have very similar lives. I've been cucked for about ten years now. Usually at his place (when his wife, who has no idea, is away) or at a hotel, but sometimes at our home or even our workplace. I have only been allowed to watch a couple of times. Usually only listen. Decision to exclude me is not hers but her lover's. One regular stud. I wish she would *ahem* shop around, but the advantage is she trusts him enough to not use condoms. All the more for me to clean. I have fantasised about her sucking him to completion and then sharing his cum with me in a kiss, but that is only a fantasy, so far... X

Woman is away for two weeks visiting relatives in California. Anyone fancy a chat with a pervy sub cuck?

I love eating cum out of my lovely lady. It started with my own, but it is now exclusively that of her lovers. Happy to chat and talk dirty.

*GRIN*Pleased is not the word. But it will do, in the absence of a word that accurately describes "my wrist aches from excessive masturbation"

Spectacular lady, Mistress

Wife's #1 bull visited yesterday. He brought his laptop and asked me to fix a problem he had with it, and then took Woman by the hand and without a word led her upstairs. I could barely think straight with all the noises that were coming from the bedroom, then after a long time he came back down, still fully clothed but with his cock out. He could have zipped himself up before coming downstairs but I guess he wanted me to see why I am a cuck. Even as it was getting softer it was a monster. I so hoped he would ask me to suck it clean, but with a lewd grin he just tucked it in, and told me "she's ready for you!". I rushed to the bedroom to find Woman naked on the bed apart from her special "whore shoes", in a bit of a mess, but looking blissfully happy and with cum oozing out of her. I wasted no time in licking her clean, then for the first time ever she whispered: "Are you enjoying that? That's what a real man tastes like!" I may have dribbled in my pants at that point.

She looks like a spectacular lady... I could spend hours with my tongue up that tight little ass (Especially after a bull has ravaged it)

You are so lucky... And even speaking as a cuck, Liz has a most kissable arse

Therein lies the paradox at the very centre of every cuck's dirty little mind :-)

Wow... Do you watch or just listen from the other room?

thank you - 100% true

I first knew I was a bit if of a pervert (although I didn't know what cuckolding was) when my first wife left me for another guy. I was terribly hurt, terribly humiliated... and horny as hell. I often masturbated myself to sleep at the thought of her pussy being destroyed by his cock. Fast-forward a few years, and I'm in a wonderful loving relationship with a gorgeous lady, but there is a slight problem with sex: it turned out we are both sub, and things were a bit stale in the bedroom. It was my idea to suggest she went back to the guy I stole her from, just for physical satisfaction. He is married (so a relatively safe bet), hung and very dominant. She was clearly aroused by the idea, but it took a LOT of wine to convince her I wasn't just testing her. She met him a couple of times, pretending to him it was all behind my back, when one day she let slip that I knew. He loved the whole idea! So the next time he came over to our house. I was home before the wife, so I met him for the first time, and sat in the garden sharing a beer with him, trying not to sound like an over eager puppy. I confess I was almost trembling with the (somehow very enjoyable) humiliation of making idle talk with the guy who was there purely to fuck my woman. Humiliation was to get worse when the missus got home, and announced she was going to "get changed". She came back downstairs looking like a million dollars, high heels, short dress, makeup, the works. She never dressed like that for me. He just casually suggested I go and get dinner ready. While I was in the kitchen I suddenly heard a noise from the dining room. When I investigated, I saw her bent over the table with her dress lifted up, and he was whipping her ass with his belt. He just carried on as is I wasn't there! He must have realised the potential of the situation, because he ordered me to hold her wrists to stop her squirming. Dear reader, two subs in heaven; I was ashamed by seeing my woman being used and abused so cheaply, and she was ashamed by having me hold her down. He casually slipped his belt back into his jeans and told her to "stay still". Then he just pointed to her red buttocks, and instructed me to "kiss them better". That night I slept in the spare room. Well, didn't actually sleep much... She came into my bed shortly after midnight and sat on my face to empty his load. Before going back to him, she just grinned and whispered "there will be more of that in the morning". True to her word, there was. She visited me again in the early hours, but to my surprise instead of her cunt she pointed to her arse and said firmly "kiss me there". I did, and suddenly I realised I could taste cum! I was licking out her lover's sperm from her anus and loving it. I now know he always insists on anal sex and she never refuses. By contrast, I was never allowed there. The real start of my life as a cuck.

Delicious...

Better - he does.

Chastity I fantasise about but castration is a step too far...

Sub cuck here - would love to chat

Sometimes a cuck needs to be reminded of his place...

Some more. She will be taking cock on Sunday - unfortunately not mine

I should be so lucky... Unfortunately the #1 woman would see her as a threat because she is divorced. Powerful skull-crushing thighs, though