I love the humiliation of being told my cock is too thin to satisfy her. I always apologise and beg her to find someone big enough. In the meantime I wax, cage, plug and ride dildoes regularly - just to increase that wonderful humiliated feeling.
Any relief I have has to be consumed and is usually about once a month. Achieved either via fleshlight or by hand, never intercourse and always observed.
She is more excited by feminisation and bigger and bigger plugs but I beg her to find a nice cock for herself.
No more than I deserve. My wife is amazing but she chooses not to have sex with me and I respect that. She also enjoys denying me and lately putting me in stockings - itās a humiliation thing which we both love.